Why is it when I want people not to "like" me they do? They just freaking do? Then when I warn you not to because all you're going to do is leave me like everyone else does and it just happens all the time. But nooo they ignore it and go do it anyways....and you know what happens they leave...that's why I say keep away from me but no stay away is not a simple thing for certain people and I don't say stay away because I'm bad no I say it because I just know you're going to leave me because I get used to it ok so many times it has happned. It happned this month I guess with someone. It has gotten to the point where I don't like any holiday but Christmas because they all leave me near those holidays I don't even like new years cause you know why? They left me for another girl on new years. Okay yeah whatever and the worst part is after they leave me they feel like sh*t and then some even cry about it because they claimed to say "they let something good go" This is exactly why I don't like being nice nice because it attracts and then it hurts in the end. I just want to lock up my heart and put it in a Fu*king safe in the darkness because all they do is just shatter my world into pieces and then feel bad for it. No just no I'm afraid to ever love again because I'm afraid of being left in the dark all the time why can't they just leave me in the dark where they left me in the first place.
Playing: PC Minecraft